Wednesday, July 30, 2008

the movie AI artificial inteligence

I don't know if any of you have seen it but its pretty much the fairytale of Pinocchio but I think that part really hit me because I'm sure like most I have "prayed" wishing to be a "normal boy" or something to that affect. And I feel like I would do it for 2000 years and somehow see the product of all my pleading crumble before my eyes... (if you watched the movie you would understand the true pure desire he had going into this) so whatever

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMZpqiUFKHI

the other part of the plot was him wanting to see his mom again and yeah pretty much thats all I want... even to say "I love you" one more time and "goodbye" so I guess I'm not good at getting my point across but some may understand...
till next time...

Friday, July 25, 2008

empty

so as the summer goes on I realize all the things I have been putting off for the fall semester... things have been better in my life since I started accepting myself but I still have a lack of desire to do simple things (school homework and registering for school) and then it piles up and turns big... I don't know why my life can't move forward. I feel so empty but at least im kinda happy, I look back at these same points in my life where I felt the same way and I was misrable(sp) so its a improvement? anyway im going to bed...

Friday, July 11, 2008

matis fireside

so I don't know how many people will read this by monday evening but I found out the matis fireside is monday evening... I went once along time ago by myself and felt totally awkward I left right after the speaker was done... so I don't need a ride just somebody to sit next to...